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04:54 pm
5/10/06

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beautifulpuddle
<3
i'm so happy
who would have thought that a picture he drew that says "i'm so happy we're together" could keep me smiling all day :)
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10:47 pm
5/6/06

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beautifulpuddle
bonnie and clyde for a FUCKING reason, bitches
i miss the way he says my name
with a big ol smile on his face

his smile gives me goosebumps.

ill be put away for 3 years if i see him/talk to him/write him/associate with him in ANY way

i'm willing to risk it just to see that smile :)
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10:41 am
5/1/06

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beautifulpuddle
future
move to canada and start clean?
or daygo where who knows what will happen?
either way, i'm going to ask him to come with me.
i think i'm gonna go with my heart on this one./
this might mean goodbye
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04:03 pm
4/23/06

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beautifulpuddle
life or death?
ecstatic leaving forever never coming back x-box overdrawn stealth jewelry road-trip bloody-knuckle bunnies side-tracked lost freeway daygo little-italy lunch best-western phone-book el-cajon puff-n-stuff aztec incense twisty-pipes morgan's willy nicole 8-ball pawning happy free tweakers-apartment g-rides ouiji tip-jars streets wind fight leave alone alone alone cold running waiting fighting starving running running running hiding crying searching fearing yelling raping tweaking cops alone scared fearing-death wanting-death running dirty screaming begging screaming running crying.

i died a little that week.

but i've also never been so alive.
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07:41 pm
4/22/06

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beautifulpuddle
blah
i love him.
i miss him.
i miss it.
the lifestyle.
it was easier then.
i knew my place.
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